Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Goals: Setting Them and Keeping Them

     I have never written down any of the goals I've set for myself, short term or long term. If I have a lot of things todo I'll make a check list but nothing to track my progress on the "bigger picture". Taking the time to write out my specific goals was enlightening yet frightening. It's easy to write down what you would want to do, but taking into consideration the steps you need to follow through and how long it may take. I am the kind of person that likes to get things done as soon as possible, so seeing a list of things only time can take care of intimidates me. It is up to me to actually follow through with these day to day steps in order to achieve my goals. In the long run, setting up this list really set a path for me to achieve what I would like in an efficient manner. 
    A basic goal I have for myself is become healthier and get in shape. I would call this a lifetime goal because when I am older it is something I want to continue doing. If I want to be healthy I need to work out at least three times a week, eat less processed food, and drink a lot of water. Cheating on my diet or missing one day of the gym will not kill me, but if I want to reach my goal I can't let those, "Oh it's one day," or "I'll work it off later," excuses take control and become and everyday thing. 
     With me leaving for college in a few months I need to get my study habits up again. Second semester senior year has me really procrastinating, which I have never done in the past. So I don't bring these bad habits to college I need to start fixing them now. For statistics, I will start doing my reading and taking notes. At the time it may seem like an inconvenience but it will prepare me for the test and keep me from falling behind. I can read more books in my free time instead of watching Netflix. It is so much easier to sit in bed and turn my brain off than engage in a book, but reading will make me a much more knowledgeable person. 
     A long with me leaving for college, I want to strengthen my relationships with my family so they know just how much they are doing for me and how much I appreciate it. I don't see my dad too often so I want to take time to go and see him more. With my mom, I want to do more things around the house for her and be less snappy. I tend to have a short temper lately because of all the stress of school and college but I really need to think before I react, she's been nothing but good to me. My grandparents do so much for me and I want to find a way to repay them. I will continue to work hard to make them proud but they deserve the everything.
     My friends mean everything to me. With the distance of college splitting us up. I don't want us to grow apart. I haven't been spending that much quality time with them which I should start doing. We need our girls nights every now and then to just relax. Keeping in touch will not be a problem but while we are away we should stay in contact. They are people I hope to be friends with for a long time. 
     It will take me awhile to finish all my school, because I want to be a physical therapist I will need to get my bachelors and then a doctorate, which is a total of about seven years of school, and maybe more if the requirements change. Let's just average 10 years, in those years I need to continue to work hard and make a name for myself. By taking every opportunity presented to me and giving my 110% to everything I do, I will get to where I want to be. It will take a while but if I put in extra time and do extra research just to expand my knowledge of the field it will help.
     

Tuesday, January 26, 2016

Bucket List


Just some things I'd like to do before I die:
  1. Get married
  2. Have kids
  3. Get an internship for the University of Oregon Ducks Football team
  4. Be an Athletic Trainer for the Warriors
  5. Become a Physical Therapist
  6. Get a tattoo of something meaningful to me
  7. Crowd Surf
  8. Go to the Grammy's
  9. Go to Fiji                        
    Fiji
  10. Skydive in Fiji
  11. Eat pizza in Italy         
    Venice Italy
  12. Go to New York on New Years    
    New York on NYE
  13. Be in the newspaper
  14. Save a life
  15. Bring the homeless care package
  16. Go to airport and buy the first ticket leaving
  17. Live in Canada for a few months
  18. Go whale watching in Alaska
  19. Meet the Queen of England
  20. Sing the national anthem at a sports game
  21. Go on a road trip with my friends
  22. Go to EDC                                        
    EDC
  23. Go to Burning Man
  24. Be a back up dancer for a headline tour
  25. Cook with Paula Dean
  26. Have comic book of my life made
  27. Do donuts in a convertible Ferrari         
  28. Create an app
  29. See the Fairy Pools in Scotland    
    Fairy Pools in Scotland
    Donuts in a Ferrari
  30. Live by the beach
  31. Ride the London Eye
  32. Have sushi in Japan
  33. See the Northern Lights    
    Northern Lights
  34. Learn how to do the splits 
  35. Go on an African Safari
  36. Sit in the Hot Springs in Iceland                                              
    Hot Springs in Iceland
  37. Pay a strangers bill at a restaurant
  38. Learn how to surf
  39. Have a gyro in Greece
  40. Go to all 50 states
  41. Buy a house for my mom
  42. Get fit
  43. Jump in a pool full of Jello
  44. Adopt a German Shepard    
    German Shepard
  45. Cage dive with sharks
  46. Go scuba diving                                                               
    Greece
  47. Take my family on a really nice vacation
  48. Be an extra in a movie
  49. Give a generous donation to a charity
  50. Pay back my grandparents for all they do for me
  51. Actually do the things on my bucket list

Thursday, January 7, 2016

One Book Down...

     Lights & Sirens: The Education of a Paramedic, by Kevin Grange, is the story of a Paramedic in Los Angeles, California. At the age of 36, Kevin Grange enrolled in the UCLA- Daniel Freeman Paramedic Education Program, considered the most intense paramedic training program in the world. The book followed Grange through the traumatic days of a paramedic; the traumas, the emotion, the strength, etc. It was very eye opening into how intense and quick the world of a paramedic is. Those men and women have to be on their best game 24/7 and be prepared for whatever may be thrown at them. The things they see and encounter takes a lot of courage and strength to work through in order to save a human life. Teamwork was the overall theme of this autobiography, which is an obvious and important factor when working in such an urgent environment.

    My favorite part in the book was when Grange had to go into the labor and delivery ward (L&D  ward), at UCLA Medical Center in Santa Monica. It is part of the paramedic training that the paramedics must spend at least a day in the L&D ward in order for them to prepare to deliver a baby in the field if necessary. That day, Grange helped deliver four new borns. Two of which had some health problems but were resolved with the correct treatment. The third baby Grange was on his own to assess after the birth. Everything when smoothly and it was actually kind of nice to read about something more than sickness and death. The rest of the chapter was just as interesting, but a little more sad and depressing. Finishing his time at the hospital he did basic medical things; IVs, ECGs, blood sugar levels, checked with patients, etc, but on his second shift a seven month old child, completely different than the ones previously mentioned, came in the ambulance with a 'Do Not Resuscitate' order. Grange was puzzled to why a seven month old would have a DNR order. He assumed because of child abuse but the baby was actually diagnosed with brittle bone disease, osteogenesis imperfect, which the life expectancy isn't more than a year. Grange and the other doctors worked together to get the baby stable, which was a success, but Grange knew it wouldn't be stable for much longer.  The doctors never gave up and in the end helped this baby and family. There are always goods and bads in the life of the paramedic and some are harder to take than others.

     My favorite quote was actually in my favorite part as well. "As I walked across the room, holding that little life in my hands, I felt the greatest joy and couldn't help but consider that moment as complementary to my experience in the cadaver lab. As paramedics, we'd see dead bodies- stiff and discolored with rigor mortis and lividity- but we would also welcome babies into the world."         (pg. 169). When I read this quote I felt strangely calm. We work our whole lives to be someone great and successful, to do what we love and make a living off of it. New borns are a blank slate, they can be anything they want to be, the options are endless. The power of holding a baby is very promising and soothing, they don't know what you have been through or what you have seen, they don't understand. Grange witnesses the terrible aspects of life everyday, seeing those traumatic events may cause you to forget how innocent, pure, and naïve we once were.

       This book relates to my iQuest area of interest because it is in the medical field. I want to help people, my profession may not be as intense but I still want to make a difference in people's lives while working with a team. Giving my all to better one of my patients just so they can improve is very important in my career goal. My eyes were opened to all of the things that could potentially go wrong in everyday life. Those trauma patients, after all their treatment, are going to need a physical therapist to help recover, not all lives are saved from just in the hospital. If a person is considering going into the medical field I highly recommend this book. You also get educated about just basic protocol paramedics have in the field and different injuries that could happen. Overall,
just a very interesting book that is easy to read and draws attention.

Monday, December 7, 2015

TED Talks

Before this post I have never watched a TED talk and I never knew how informative they actually are. I watched one by Cosmic Mihaiu in March 2015, who is a physical therapy entrepreneur who used computer software to change physical therapy, called "Physical Therapy is Boring- Play a Game Instead". Himself and three other colleagues created a computer software called Mira that makes physical therapy for children, adults, seniors, and other types of patients fun. Patients go to physical therapy but the problem remains with continuing the exercises at home which makes the patient heal in a longer amount of time . This software makes the exercises less boring and more fun with interactive games designed specifically for that patient. The exercises can be done along side your physical therapist for motivation and interaction. Plus, at the end of the session your progress is tracked for you to see if you improved, your strengths and weaknesses, and your speed. Your physical therapist can see the whole report of your session and base the next treatment off of your progress. It was really interesting that just this software can detect all your movement and progress with out even talking to a person. This will definitely will decrease healing time frames and further injury prevention. Right not it is only used in ten countries in Europe and the U.S. so hopefully this software begins to take off. When I did my physical therapy that was a major problem for me, actually doing my exercises at home. This software can increase patient productivity and make physical therapy better as a whole. I would recommend this TED talk because it is very enlightening on how technology is changing physical therapy. By the time I am a physical therapist more and more software agents will come out to aid the rehabilitation process and maybe make in more efficient in motivation people to actually do their prescribed exercises.


Cosmin Mihaiu TED talk

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Showing Gratitude

Everyday I am thankful for the life I live and the amazing opportunities that have been presented to me. I realize how blessed I am to have loving people around me and a good environment to grow in, to mold me into the person I am today. Normally, people show gratitude to the people closest to them, rarely is that shared with people they may not know.

   My friends, who are also my fellow classmates, Luke Haley and Nicole Allport, and I, decided to share our love and gratitude to those who we see around campus but not always fully acknowledge.  We cut out a tracing of our hands on cute designed paper and wrote inspirational quotes on them, then stapled them to popsicle sticks. As we walked around the halls we handed them to random students to brighten their day as well as give them some words of wisdom. It was the smallest gesture but it made those students happy, some looked confused as we handed the the paper hand stapled to a popsicle stick but at least it made their day somewhat exciting.
 
  It felt good to reach out to people I don't always talk to and make them smile. You never know what other people are going through, that simple smile in the hallway or the little exchange of a compliment can turn someones dark day bright. It feels good to be acknowledged by a stranger, so why not spread that love around. That is the problem with people now a days, they are so involved in their own busy lives that rarely do others reach out to new people. Working at Starbucks for a year and a half really showed me that very rarely do people share the love with others around them. I have had customers come in and buy five dollar gift cards to use on the people behind them or people that pay for the police officers in front of them. It is very interesting to see people acknowledge and reach out to complete strangers. That is fascinating to be apart of, and people really do appreciate those slight gestures. In a way, it is the " Pay it Forward" movement, having something nice happen to you and spreading that forward to another stranger. For example, the person in front of you on the bridge  pay your bridge toll, then you pay for the person behind you, then that person pays for the person behind them, so on and so forth. Point is that once that gratitude is shared it is more likely to be passed on. If everyone passed some sort of kindness, the world would be an endless cycle of gratitude. People need to stop and think about the people around them and acknowledge that everyone may need a little extra encouragement sometimes. Nothing bad can happen from spreading kindness to strangers.



Thursday, November 5, 2015

Update: Several Hours Deep

   So far my internship is fantastic! I work with a few different Physical Therapists that are in the clinic, but mostly with the therapist, Matt. I enjoy learning every time I go in and it is so interesting to hear about different injuries. The people that I am working with are enjoyable and willing to teach me. Even the simplest questions I have they answer without giving me that 'are you kidding me' look.

    At the San Ramon Regional Hospital, I intern in the outpatient physical therapy wing about six hours a week. Most of the patients that come in have been coming for several weeks so they know majority of their exercises. The fairly new patients that have been coming a few weeks after their surgeries will get a deep tissue massage and an evaluation.

   As soon as the appointment begins the patient is brought over to a table and is given a heat pack to warm up the muscle; ice should never be given right before exercising and working that cite because it will constrict the blood vessels.  After a few minutes of heat, Ultrasound or Infrared Treatment will be administered to help loosen the deep muscles. Then, a massage will be given with two types of cream; one is a gel, biofreeze, and the other is a lotion, Deep Prep. The biofreeze helps with the pain and the Deep Prep cream helps loosen the muscles, it's a soft tissue massage cream. It is important that swelling is very minimal or not present anymore in order to continue on to range of motion; if there is still a significant amount of swelling then it could restrict the full range of motion. If the patient is fairly new, their range of motion will be focused on by stretching the muscles surrounding or participating in the injury. The PT holds the patient in that position for a few seconds, relaxes the patient, and then may continue another time. The patient is given exercises to do to strengthen the muscles around the injury to help the healing process. It is mostly body-weight exercises, depending on the patient, weights will be added.

    The first patient I observed was a woman who had two rotator cuff surgeries. She is back to not only strengthen her rotator cuff (shoulder), but she thinks she tore it again. Her treatment plan consists of pushing exercises with weights, strengthening her serratus anterior, infra spinatus, and supra spinatus muscles that connect, making part of the rotator cuff, she also does internal and external rotations with weights.

   The most interesting patient that came in was an elderly woman that fell on an out stretched hand and fractured her elbow. She had surgery and now has a plate and 13 screws in her elbow. She is recovering well and is in good spirits, event though she refuses to see her scar, which I told her looked cool.

    The most difficult patient was this elderly man who experiences back problems. Now, the back and the abdomen go hand and hand with each other, if the stomach muscles are weak all of the strain and pressure will be compensated on the back. This man had very weak stomach muscles. When you flex your abs your stomach should flatten, and your back will depress, if you try to speak you should be able to have a full conversation. When Matt tried to get this man to flex his stomach muscles and push his back into his fingers, which were under his back, the man used every muscle in his body to actually push his back into his fingers, pushing out with his stomach instead of flexing. His body was compensating a job that one muscle can do. After controlled crutches and holding that stomach flexion, he finally got somewhat a hang of the correct muscle activation.  It was frustrating because it's hard to tell someone how to use their muscles correctly when they have gotten comfortable doing it incorrectly for years. It takes a lot of patience for Physical Therapists to walk through the exercises with the patient. Telling them to lay on their back and they lay on their stomach is just a simple example. They just have to correct the patient and learn to have patience.

    Ever sense I have started my internship and showed my passion in the field my friends have asked me to "Physical Therapy" their injuries. It is obviously a joke but it makes me smile because they see my potential and passion for the field. I do use them as guinea pigs to palpate things I cannot on actual patients. Matt was showing me the movements and flexibility of the hip when someone moves. A woman  came in  with a strained hamstring which misaligned her pelvis, the pulling of the muscle tweaked the pelvis (iliac) causing lower back pain. He evaluated her hip movement; one thumb on an Sacroiliac joint, SI joint, in-between the Sacrum and the Ilium, and the other on the Posterior Superior Iliac Spine, PSIS, the most prominent posterior part of the hip. If the right side is being tested the left thumb will be on the SI joint and the right thumb should be on the PSIS. ( for left hip it will be switched, there is an SI joint on both sides of the sacrum) The patient is then told to lift one leg, depending on the side being tested. The finger on the SI joint should move up and the thumb on the PSIS should go down. If it does not move in that way, that side being tested on the hip, is tight or misaligned. Both sides should be tested to compare bilaterally and just to see how extensive the injury is. You can also test by putting two thumbs on both SI joints and have the patient lean the upper part of their body to the left or right, whatever is being tested, if they lean to the right, your left thumb should depress into the joint, if they lean to the left, your right thumb should be depressed into the joint. So, my friend, Ally, was complaining of lower back pain and asked me if I could "physical Therapy" it (whatever that means), so since it was her lower back and that woman came in for lower back pain, I decided to test the flexibility and alignment of her hips. I did everything Matt demonstrated on the actual patient, on my friend, and on her left side I saw her hip was a little tight, which I was guessing caused the pain. This was only an attempt and a guess, I did not diagnose my friend by any means. For all I know I could've done it wrong, but it was cool to actually be the one palpating and seeing what Matt was talking about.

   Working with uneducated patients on their own bodies is a tedious and patient job, yet it is very rewarding. Patients look up to you and honor your word, they put their trust in you that you will heal them. Watching the progress over weeks which several different patients is rewarding enough. They was one little girl that gets treatment in the Pediatrics Therapy room that came in six years ago completely limp and weak. A Pediatric physical therapist  has been working on her and now the little girl can walk, talk, chew, run, play and most importantly smile. I do not work directly with the little girl but when I see her in the clinic it brings me hope and joy. I honor the therapist that strengthened her, all that time and patience created a life for that girl. I want to make that big of a difference in someones life, seeing that progress makes me what to achieve my high potential.

    I have a long way to go on this journey and it won't be easy, but if that little girl can be strong and push through therapy then I to will push forward. It takes a lot of hard work to be successful but you won't achieve anything waiting for the future to happen, it is up to you to act.

    These are just some of the things I have been apart of and experienced. Each time I go in there is a new situation and a new lesson to learn, if I continued on this may become a book instead of a blog.

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Reading Not for the Grade

      Middle school and High school English classes revolve around required reading.  Having "x" amount of pages read by "this" date,  it makes it very difficult to read for enjoyment. When I read at my leisure I feel like I have to pay close attention as if I were to be handed a pop quiz at any moment. Also, most of the time the book that is required is boring, they never appeal to me, (besides the classics, those are somewhat enjoyable) making it hard to pay attention.
     Finally, a teacher gets it, Ms. Gagnon, my inspiring iQuest teacher. During one of our in class life lessons she mentions that we, students, should be well read. She doesn't throw a book at us and tells us to have chapters one through seven read by next class. She actually let us individually choose a book that appealed to us which makes reading way better.
     Since I am a Grey's Anatomy fanatic, I figured I should choose a book about trauma and medical things, which is exactly what I did. I went down to Barnes & Nobel went straight to the one case of medical books they had and went to town reading the backs. I found one book, Lights & Sirens by Kevin Grange, that appealed to me. The book is about the life and education of a Paramedic (exactly what I was looking for). I have only read the first few sections but it is fascinating. I know being an EMT is tough but hearing the beginning on all the stuff one has to train for is intense. The goal of this book is to really convey the journey of a Paramedic. So far I am very impressed with the book. It is written in very descriptive detail and thoroughly covers every experience. The personal evaluations and perspective really drives home how realistic the situation is. I hope to read about 3 chapters or sections a week.  I want to take my time and enjoy the book instead of rushing though it and missing the whole purpose of it. It maybe hard not to read it in one sitting because it is so interesting.